Mum I still can't believe your not here, it's just over a year since we saw your consultant and we had a ray of hope, he felt he could help with surgery. Now started the waiting game of the date and time our mum, wife, sister and friend would be returned to us. I still remember the joy and anticipation and fear we went through every day waiting. Mum i still have the messages you sent me in those times and how good you felt after the surgery. Mum I miss you and really wish you could have seen our beautiful house you really would have fallen for it just like we did. We miss you each and every day and never ever stop talking about you and thinking of you, we light a candle every weekend and on special occasions. Hope Ben is walking by yourside and giving you massive cuddles. We love and miss you always Debbie and Jo xx